Sober.!.....Clean!.....and Breathing!....just!!!!!!

I sometimes have to pinch my self now and again,Wondering how on earth did i get lurred into becoming a Square-head..lo.Like many of us who  dont like to admit the truth? is that Most of us ..Not all of us enjoyed Indulging in our  fantasy world of dillusion as the principals of M.a would  classify  us in that Category....Yesssss  i came to a place of Confession, Admitting my Irresponsibilities called Humanity Priorities. I was one night sitting in my garage all alone like many other Nights, and just enjoying my usual routine ,Not questioning  who i need to tell about my addiction or if i had such a disease?But my Sub=Conscience was telling me other wise, This darn data base was giving me Red lights since that night.,It came about after i had fought for my kids in the family courts PREVIOUSLY   for over 5 years, Cut a short story?..The .Mother was found to be unfit to care for them, I won them over by favour and Consistency of Visitations ,Access and previlages,Above all that of what i was  doing behind the scenes?No one knew . I stayed calm , collective and prude in all i did. but then  a little baby was to be born  and  i believe since that good news came about from my 2nd wife and i knew i was getting older, something within me was telling me?It was time for a change ,I guess i would call this a Renewled Life style without the disease......... To Be Continued. 

Thanks for sharing, 1faith.

Awesome........thanks for the begining of the story

Since that experience of my life, it took alot of Courage to do what i needed to do.And that was to find out where i could get support and guidance out of this Misery that i had indulged in for many years ,i found a site known as Ma.org ,My journey had begun!, i was on my way to getting back to real life, 1st i needed to search out a place on land here in my own country (i was in luck) ,As there was one just down the road from me, so i started attending the meetings, and week by week ,month by month , i gradually started to catch on to what the M.a Principals really meant, After a year or so even though i was still indulging,i finally had my breakthrough, i had moved away from my comfort zone, my new home was now 1hr and a half away in driving,even though i moved, i still kept on doing what i was doing , i could say it has been one heck  of a journey trying to stop, but as i kept my commitment to M.a on land, it was the people that encouraged me to keep coming back, To this day!!!!!?,  I give greatRespect and  honour to those here on land and those on line for just being there and listening to me and my exhausting life change...truely  i say? All things Are Possible.if we just keep Coming Back ,Cause its better than Dack(DOPE),kia Kaha-Be strong,Kia Toa-Stand tall,Kia Manawanui-be Of Good Courage

Marin Academy??? Our MA can be found at http://marijuana-anonymous.org/

Thank you, 1faith.